Dark Archer darkness within.

2006-09-17T06:06:00.000+08:00

This is For u Kamini. I love u. Missed you, Missing you every moment you are not with me, Every second, every tick, everytime ma heart beats. want to spent the rest of ma life with you by my side.

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

Now I see, what love means

by Craig David

2006-09-13T05:00:00.000+08:00

Yeah. Let me SUM up ma holidays. Well did a couple of crazy things. like a walk from bugis to Ang mo kio, Cycle ride in the pouring rain on a brakeless gear broken bike from Woodlands to Kathib, chilling in the jetty and riding the same brakeless gear broken bike, Riding another bike(double bike)all around the changi chalet area carrying a passenger of 40KG; things like that. Oh ya lots and lotzo ghost story telling. Missing ma gf everyday every minute when i wake up and when i sleep:-(. chilling with ma best friend in the jetty, mrt...( actually no standard place to chill more like normads) Staying up late and go to sleep at 5.00AM( damn crazy) yeah as i said lots of crazy things. yup

2006-09-09T11:37:00.000+08:00

Bonjour my friends. the past 2 days suck. i got sick. my throat feels like sand papered. hurts pretty bad. was sleeping all the way. I was supposed to go to this CE activity but i couldnt make it. really feel bad but what to do if u cant keep ur head straight and if u cant walk straight. well last week was a crazy week. The craziest me, alfian and anson did was to walk from Bugis to Ang mo Kio. haha. before that alfian and i went on a cycle ride from woodlands to sembawang park then to kathib; And it was Raining Cats and Dogs. wahahahah. yeah..
I dearly miss that person in ma heart. :(. cant wait till she is back in singapore.

2006-09-04T00:19:00.000+08:00

Its the first day of the 14 days and i m missing her already. its being a bit more than a month and its being a very beatiful and lovely month of my whole life. you can say that sometimes the best way to describe is to describe it without saying anything; describe without words.
"You are the closest to heaven that i ll ever be"

2006-07-31T06:04:00.000+08:00

28th 28th 28th this is ma day of the lucky charm, the loveliest day of ma life, never thought it can happen, and never thought i m capable of it even, I think i m in love. The archer in love. 29th 29th 29th i will remember this day till eternity.. something special something exciting.. 30th 30th 30th i never thought a person will be awake all night long and all morning sacrifice a lesson to be with me.. - She did.. Now Dun think anymore but i know I am in LOVE..

2006-07-11T01:39:00.000+08:00

After 2 years i never thought such a day will come again, a day I feel so mixed up left me shivering for those never ending minutes. A song, a chinese song stirred me up so much I m left weak feeling very vulnerable. I ve listened to it before but never knew until today I listened reading the meaning, while i slowly dissolved to its tune.My inner feelings clashed and became turmoil.
I swear if I was not with ma friend I would have cried. Lots of memory lids forcefully closed by me shuddered while some really thought of popping. Tong Hua; the more I dont want to watch the video the more my heart longs to watch. Will I be the angel one day and Live in a fairytale true love? I would be soo lucky to be that angel, I love you.

2006-07-02T20:10:00.000+08:00

hmmm... The Bogemon is back.. yoz! well as usual being busy doing all these puny important things. Moved to a new house with 3 new friends and 2 old friends. Financially down no money even to pay ma phone bill which is damn sad. SO NEAR SCHOOL.... wow at last soo near. LAGGING BEHIND ma FYP oh god help. PP not done. I dunno what i m doing... Help..help.. ahhhh!!!. so many bloody things in ma head.. its a miracle how human beings can take so much stress and not break.. Thank you god for the spirit in me. Home sick waaaaahahahahah

2006-04-06T21:54:00.000+08:00

-Yesterday i was pretty home sick- i dun know y!

miss u

In this young morning i m
thinking of writing to you
I miss you a lot..
Miss your morning tea, you
always made for me
Miss your words
That taught me the first
words of this world,
And the same words sometimes cut me
down when i did wrong.
Miss your laughter and your funny character
that made me feel home
and made me belong
I miss the fights we had
and the numerous arguments
in some you were wrong and
in some you were right
miss ur food
and the numerous days i helped you cook
i miss the times we all sat in bed
and read books all night
and i miss the way u fed me
even when i was 20 years of age
scolding me that i must not go empty bellied
to school to study
miss ur kisses and hugs
and the stern glances you gave me
you made me study when i didnt want
i miss that too
Oh how i wish you were here with me
even for a moment
will i ever stop missing You?
Mother i miss you. all the time
when i m never with you

2006-03-31T21:14:00.000+08:00

OK OK i got net today so i m updating. I ll try to do that evry now and then so that i wont get scolded so often. Let me tell u people something. There was this mvie i watched.. V for Vendetta. U guys should consider watching it. It is a very nice movie but the dialogues are VERBOSE... people out there with limited vocabulary sorry to say man u better take a dictionary to the film hall. there are some words that you cant understand. Some words i cant even pronounce. ( i also looked up some of the V words after i came home) winkz.... i ll give u an extract to make ur movie taste buds pull u to the screens. (this part dhana send me out i m lazy to go and find it from the net)--(v intro himself)

This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is it vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished, as the once vital voice of the verisimilitude now venerates what they once vilified. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose vis-à-vis an introduction, and so it is my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V. -

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All the movie goers must also check out the new CATHY . MAN its cool.. dun scold......

2006-03-13T17:49:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl out there... My third blog... A long awaited one i guess. Sorry guys i was a bit busy.. haha:). Well lets get started shall we? Yesterday i went to play pool with a couple of friends.. i just learnt something " I SUCK IN THAT GAME" haha. Last time i was with ma DOTA buddies and we were at lucky plaza and i lost like... (8 ballz on the table.. hell...!!!.. yesterday i just coudnt let the ball find the hole.. so BAD sheezzee. Actually USELESS(my favourite word according to ash).. Another thing I havnt played more than 2-4 DOTA matches since school holidays started. THATS quite surprising EVEN to me. This holidays i ve being spending spending spending and going out and really enjoying ma life. WHICH IS BAD.. damn..
Today(13th) SUX.. didnt go out and I M damn bored GRRRRRRR..... I await SMS s from someone all the time... The someone hu lights up my day.. Someone... haha what the heck is wrong with me... ok ok.. As you guyz can see my brains processing lots and lots of thoughts and bottom line ITS IN A MESS.. hahah .. see ya.. the connection i leeched is damn slow..

2006-02-20T13:56:00.000+08:00

--Monday the JAVA day.. as usual IT sucks.. damn. I just hate JAVA. awww.. later i m thinking of playing DOTA with ma friends down in the canteen.. before that i need to see someone and accompany her! So sleepy so confirm going to get owned. Dunno y i still play even when i m a shitty player all the way. Ash says that i play ok but dunno how to make decisions. I think thats where i m damn week. Today the team damn good i really didnt do any work feel bad. So i say WENG TAT and the rest Thanks for standing me.. :P.. ok la later see how we are going to perform. guys PLEASe tag

2006-02-19T11:29:00.000+08:00

ahh... my first blog entry.. lets see.. First things first BIG THANK YOU TO DHANA hu designed this page for me....:) Its sunday today.. done nothing. Thinking of playin DOTA. I want to but this sucky internet connection never lets me. Surprisingly my Most of the guys in my DOTA family are offline I dunno why. Well I m missing someone.. havnt seen her for 2 days.. my buddies also never come online.. thats the thing.. AND I m DAMN HUNGRY AHHHHHH!!!!!!!

2006-02-19T11:00:00.000+08:00

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